i just wanna live!

Last week i always wake up very late! Sometime i had woken up but i still wanted to sleep more & u know what i wanna do in that bed! It's imagining about my bf...seems like i'm doing something wrong, right? but it's my real life...55+...with my dreams! so i'll wake up then around 11 or 12 o'clock! not kidding it's true! i'm feeling like i have less than 24 hours per day! I'm gonna wake up early at 7.00 am to go to park with my dad to walk & exercise..just wanna do those things, may be i won't be crazy & living life day to day! Just wanna change anymore, this second!

Nothing in my life today, i've told u that i woke up late (it's mean at noon lol) just watching tv & read some magazines (it's Ray, Japanese magazine but it's Thai editions)...then i saw Tops Supermarket Advertising Newspaper...i picked it & search around for something i want! Finally i've had my wish list! There r ...Jergen lotion, baby oil, cotton wool pads, ham cheese twisted bread (lol), hair spray, wrigley's extra white lemon pair gums & Biore scrub foam LOL, that's all i want! but the real thing is shopping! WANNA GO SHOPPING!

I'm missing my bf! Why we didn't live here now! ( i think it's not my fortune) My bf told me to be patient for 1-2 years & then we will meet T-T ...i wanna feel his hug, his kiss &...his burak junior LOL! ok..i'm crazy & naughty again! but i wanna feel his warming near around me. I don't wanna live in Thailand now...SHIT!...everyone want Thailand to be destroy, right? oh...i wanna live in another places that's not this country anymore! Thais is having many problems & jealousies. They should go to Jurasic era!

i think may be next year i'll be an aupair at USA. it's only a year but i don't know what does my bf think about it but i still wanna! He's not my life but he's my love! Although he didn't want me to go, he can't decide! It's my life...& we still won't live together next 2 years, I AM STILL FREE! May be i'll find a good american man to share life with..but i'll be honest to my bf...i know he doesn't want to lose me again(if he does it, he's the fool! because there's the last chance he has) he's clever so i know he will be older than in next 2 years & i hope he will act like a man more than! I love him but i also have my space to live, he also has his space too..i hope he understand about my dreams & keep this space between us...never ever broken again...we will have our day together! Wanna listen ที่ว่าง Tee Warng song now!

P.S. i'm gonna clean my bedroom tomorrow when i've came back from the park

Ok..it's time to upload my pics...right now!

This is my rabbit, her name is Warn (means sweet).

This kitten's name is Nina. (This pic when she was younger now she's bigger! u will see her new pics below with Nino, other kitten of mine)

me, at Fete National (France National Day) on 14 July,06

Me again

This is my craziness!

Me in Red Monotone Mode

Blue Monotone Mode

in front of my rooms, am i lovely? ;-P

Oops! too sexy, isn't it?

This is my younger sister, Ploy! (in Loy Krathong day festival 5 Nov, 06)

This is my rabbit too, Tam! (Someone thinks he's the cat! lol)

My mom with my kitten, Nina.

He has big ears! he's naugthy! & he will be mad to u!, He's Nino! (the grey one)

Nina & Nino were destroying my bed & my bedroom!