Ma Luv ^^

my bf was back! he told me that his mom forbid him to use computer! but now he can. i missed him so much that time his status was appearing offline but i didn't ask him about that. he said he told his parents that he was sick so he didn't go to school lol ! then i told him that i felt relieved when i knew that he's still ok ^^ he asked "u thought i might had an accident or something bad happened right?" -_-' i said yes (i was so crazy) but i was really worry about that. he sent me smiled emoticon & then said i love u so much Nan! aw! i like these words! ;-<>

next day...he came online...we kissed each other & said "i luv u" many times. then he told that he thought living in netherland is better than in turkey (Oh! that's what i wanna hear from him for a long time!) he said if we walk in turkey everybody will keep watching us but in holland they'll accept us because there r many asian people ^^ well i was glad & said i have asain friend there & i'll have friends at less 1 person. He asked me where she live, i answered him & he tried to ask sth but then he was offline for a while then he came back...he asked me that can he have my asain friend msn or not. Suddenly i was jealous i didin't want him to know my girl friend lol then i told him that i have to ask her to allow at first (but i think i won't ask her & i'll tell my bf that she don't allow but this morning i was thinking about that again, then i do think i'll give her email & hope they will be good friends & i may get some secrets from my friend hehe lol i must trust my bf!). Then i asked him back in the same question he answered that he have to ask before give it too ^^ but he couldn't give all msn of his friends in class because they don't know english lol!

He said brb & then he was offline i waited until 2 am i was very sleepy & horny lol! & i went to bed then felt asleep...