i'm having problem with my bf... oh i shouldn't say like that -_-' i don't want to write all about it because i told many of my best friends lol now i'm waiting for my bf come back from his cave T-T i'm trying to be relax while i'm waiting, Toto ,my best guy friend told me that he might be just kidding me (it's very mean for me so i'll be kidding to him when we've been together by fucking him till he drops lol)
My surprised story today it's not about my bf but my friend, Toto (almost called "To") i know him since last 3 years, he said he can't believe that we'r friends for over 3 years. i ever heard he told about our friendship for many times but this time i was a bit wondering. He's the guy that i first talked about sex & went out with. So we talked about all time that we spent for each other on MSN & when we went out on 14 april last 3 years lol it's funny. Then i told him that i love him so much, u'r my best guy friend i ever had since i was studying in high school. i also told him that we have to go out to celebrate our friendship when we have a good chance!
Before i chatted with To, i called to my best girl friend, Pokpak (she's just like my sister) i was so confused & want to talk to some1. For real i intended to do not come online for a week but i can't stop myself to see what's going on about my bf so when i saw pokpak was online i changed my status to online from appear offline to chat with her then i called her & talked for a while lol i was a bit better than then i came back behind my comp i saw my bf was online, i greeted him but no response back to me, i felt a bit bad but tried to control myself to the normal. I have to think that i'm waiting for him & i'll talk to him when he's ready to talk. T-T
Today, thx for all my best friends to listen to me ^^ u made me feel better than ^^
P.$. i got up with a spider say hi to me lol although it's insect but it didn't hurt me lol
P.$.2. i wanna tell my bf that i love him so much, i'm missing him now & wanna be with him so soon. I believe that he'll be back to me when he's ready & i trust him in everything. i don't want to lose him again like he doesn't want to lose me too ^^
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