wondering! & suprising!

today i woke up late again, the weather is so cloudy , it may be gonna rain but nice because it's not too hot. i went to downstair to copy lawcase to the floppy disk for my dad to send to client in bkk. so i was online on MSN & talked with Jason, american guy but he's japanese 100% lol i was interested in him because he likes reading & musics like me so i'm glad that i meet him he's so nice.

Then i talked with my bf ...we came back to each other again ! i didn't know what i have done but i've already done it i care about him & i don't want to lose him. but i felt nothing when we broke up in the 2nd time may be i'm growing up xD i wanna talk with him all time but i know it's impossible haha guys always talk a lot when we'r new couple lol but i'm glad that he's trying ^^

i've downloaded 3 Mp3 today while i was reading law book lol i'll have exam on this friday xD but i'm not ready yet -_-' Then Pokpak called me 2-3 times to ask about English (how to call this shirt in English or sth like that) & told me about her problems & feeling about the jealousy classmates lol

nothing in my life special, i just walked through my room in & out, staying in living room & behind the comp 55+ sometimes i talked with Jason & he seems to like me xD

i wsa wasting time for reading & internet & chatting xD then i went to check my gmail inbox to check whoelse replied my Interpals profile. suddenly i saw email from Jason...he's gone offline for a while...ehm...what did he write to me? i thought :-P

i clicked on that conversations & that made me WONDER! & SURPRISE! he sent me that he likes me!! & he couldn't sleep & keep thinking about me coz i'm such a nice girl that he wish he has !!! & he wanna tell me his feeling but still be good friend with me nothing changes >*< i was wondering in that time & i started to tell anyone who i know such as Eimin, Toto, Pae(my roommate) & Dui lol xD i was glad but we met too late -_-' he said if i'm single again plz give a chance to him xD wooooooooow! such a nice news today lol Yeah!!! well but bad news is I HAVE MY BF. that's all.

So we don't really know each other but 1 thing i've known that's my bf loves me so much & wanna live with me in thailand *but* Jason doesn't wanna live anywhere but his home *America* so he seems to be the nerd guy (or not) xD he's not handsome & a bit fat (i saw in his pics >*<) but he likes reading lol that's all -_-' my bf *Hate* reading but he's still the good father for children (he wanna have babies with me & he loves sex lol) well sex is important but not the most. he's so young but he seems like to be the GUY a lot (i mean my bf) he wanna make me happy *BUT*...

---- I NEVER MET THOSE 2 GUYS IN REAL LIFE SO I NEVER KNOWN WHO'S BETTER & WORSE THAN EACHOTHER ----

that's all -_-'

may be next 3 years i'll meet Jason before my bf (Jason is older than me) i'll meet my bf in next 2-5 years lol

*BUT* (again xD) i have good idea.
My bf doesn't want me to go to america so if i go...& if he was angry & broke up with me lol...(but now i'm interested in Aupair in europe more than) if it's like that i may date with Jason....*BUT* (AGAIN!!!!!) that's the future we don't know what will be going on ....

Now i have to do my day as best as i can...doing my important thing today...because there may be no day to do...

i don't feel like loving anyone ....it's just the online dream...so someday we will make it come true ...i really hope to...

Sorry for thai guys...u aren't into me...so sorry...lol xD...u know why u'r still single 5555+ that's all xD

P.$. I most love myself!
P.$.2. I hope my friends won't fight again 555+
P.$.3. Don't worry N'Pokpak..it will be better than & those jealousy girls (who think they'r the most important because of thier money!) will die by whatever they have done!
P.$.4.Whoelse has the problem like me? "DON'T KNOW WHO I SHOULD SELECT"~!!!???